Last vacation for us.... thank you, MAS....

hey there!
I just came back from vacation and we went to London and Paris.
it's like my long lost dream had come true!

well, it looks like this is going to be our last vacation because MAS is going to close flights to europe and only open for domestic flights (my parents said that). thank you, MAS. It is nice to fly with you, with all the great services you gave. *sobs sobs*

I really love London and Paris because of the histories.
one day, I will go there again and explore more!

here's some pics. LONDON

PARIS

I just don't care anymore... DUH!

hello lovelies.
well yeah, tonight I wanna post something that I don't really like about the peoples at my college.
you see, yesterday after mandarin class me and my best mate went to grab some late lunch.

she told me that those bloody humans always bashing her and Shacy (my other best mate) during class, and also like to embarrassed them (this happened to them last week during english class. those damned bastards!)

I felt sorry for her. not only that, our class also got these 'Major Hottie Groups' and they keep disturbing her and give her some disgusting looks. Gawrsh, why? I went to university to learn something new and have some happy life as a college student and yet, I met these stupid group again. Garwsh!

I told her, 'just keep ignoring them bitches and never feel down for yourself. They may look beautiful outside, but so damn ugly inside. Trust me, let them bitches be. They did all those things to you because they are jealous of your peaceful, happy and crazy life! Those who bully others are the actual losers! leave them be. You are beautiful the way you are and love yourself more'.

I just hate those posers and popular kids. I have issue with these kind of people due to my bad experience during high school. Maybe because my college is almost 99% malay, that is why they act like that. Heh, I would like to dare them go out there and try make friends with other races other than malay. My conclusion is, if we don't open up our mind, we will always at the bottom and have no knowledge about what's out there.

okay, I better stop before I write more about things I hate most.
ciao!

my promises

hey there.
Happy Chinese New Year folks.
may all lucks be with you guys.

This evening, we went to visit my cousin. me and my mum kinda pity her.
Her condition is not as good like before this.
She's now paralyze from her waist down to her legs and my uncle said, the doctor told him that in future she might be paralyze all over her body. She's lucky because her parents and he elder sister are always there for her. I almost cried seeing her condition.

Before this we visited her at the hospital, she still can smile. But now... It's like all light of hope have gone from her. We can only pray so that there's a miracle happen to her. Who knows?
I realized lately, our festive celebration is not as cheerful as before. A lot of things had happened.
My mum's side, my dad's side... all sorts of things that driven me to make a promise to myself.

Seeing all those stuff, I had made a promise to myself not to get marry so that I will always be beside my parents when they are older. I promised to myself, to take care of them no matter what... because... I don't like to see other people to feel lonely and sad especially when they are at their old age. I just... don't like it.

I just don't care what people want to say about me. All I care is my family.
I might not show my love directly to them, because I'm not good to show any expressions to people.
But I do love them.
This is my promise.

is it true or purely coincidence?

hey my lovelies.
It's been cold lately, because it's rainy season now.
brrrr....

oh, lately I always get nightmare and it's almost 3 nights already.
I don really remember the details, but it's pretty scary.

two nights ago, I dreamt that I was possessed by an evil spirit.
It was pretty scary, you know! really scary!!!

last night, I dreamt that someone intend to kill me with bombs!
Gosh!!

I read somewhere about this cold weather. It says 'The colder the room, the higher chance for you to encounter with nightmares'.....

it's pretty cold these two or three days. Even my roommate decided to turn off the fan because it's bloody cold, like Iceland!

Maybe it's true then.......
Nightmare......

Why would I?

hey lovelies. It's been a while since the last time I update here.
Well, it's final exam week now and I have one more paper to go... and then, hasta la vista, putas!

3 months at this friggin hostel, I've learnt my lesson... I have made friends with wrong people.
yup and all I can say now is... I kinda regret the first day I met them (but lucky enough I'm not in the same room with them. If not, it would more miserable than hell!)

I don't want to say what have they done. I better keep it secret.
I just can't be nice with them anymore.
If they wanna hate me, go ahead. I have my own life to settle with than wasting my time entertain people like them.

Oh, university life is kinda fun.
But, I just hate nosy people. I just heard that people hating me and keep wondering why I always wear black. I was like... Duh! why you wanna know so much?
They judged me before they even know why I like goth.
They judged my appearance, my makeups, and my attire.

Oh well. I just don't give a crap anymore. I already know that I will get that kind of reactions from many people.
whatever, losers. I would be glad if you guys stop being so nosy about me.

Have I ever judged you guys as an idiot for obsessing over Kpops or whatsoever?
Have I ever judge you guys for wearing too many pink?
Have I ever judge you guys for dressing up like a slut/hoe/whore?
Have I ever judged you guys for not wearing hijab?

my answer is NO!
I would never judge people based on your appearance or things you like.
I only judge people based on your personality!
so yeah, please stop judging me, bugging me and also stop being so NOSY about my life!
I am so tired of this!!!

STOP!

LIFE IN HOSTEL~ part 2

hey! part 2's here!
It's been a month I lived in KL and all went well for me (except there's too many drawing need to finish..... *nomnom pillow*)
Hostel is pretty nice and very comfortable!
classes also very cool and awesome (except for programming class... it's soo hard! my background was pure science, not ICT... so it's pretty hard for me...)

hey, I wanna tell you guys a funny story!
last week, me and my friend were busy doing our work in her room. suddenly, her roommate turned off all the lights in the room and I was kinda shock. the heck is happening?
that girl walked out and she seems to talk secretly to her another friend.
few seconds later, she came in with Ira and on her hands, there's a chunk of peanut butter and she threw it to my other friend, Mirza. After that, they started to sing a birthday song.
oh! I forgot it's Mirza's brithday!
me and my friend, Mel sang together.

Mirza then took some peanut butter and pay them back.Me and Mel just laughed. suddenly they stopped.... and looked at us... with an evil smile lurking on their face.
GODDAMNIT! they want to attack us!

we ran to the balcony quickly and blocked the door!
they tried to open it, but we pushed the door harder!
then, Mel yelled, 'the window! close the window!!!'
I was damn freaked out and didn't moved an inch!
suddenly. Ira climbed the window, with the peanut butter chunk on her hand, ready to attack us!
we screamed so damn loud (note, it was in the middle of night that time and we know we shouldn't scream so loud that time. but what can we do? we were so damn freaked out!) and Mel almost kicked Ira's face, hard!

we waited for few minutes outside (and of course, I quickly closed the window to avoid Ira sudden appearnce again.... damn freaky!)
and then, one of our friend said 'u can come in now, dummies. the war have end. come in now.'we came into the now-peanuty-smelled-room and I quickly ran from that room to my room.
Goddamn, I don't wanna be a victim, cuz to wash the peanut butter from your shirts is so nuisance! on top of that, in the middle of night.

hahah, this is a very nice memory for us.
I really enjoy my stay here in the hostel.