Wednesday, December 31

is it true or purely coincidence?

hey my lovelies.
It's been cold lately, because it's rainy season now.
brrrr....

oh, lately I always get nightmare and it's almost 3 nights already.
I don really remember the details, but it's pretty scary.

two nights ago, I dreamt that I was possessed by an evil spirit.
It was pretty scary, you know! really scary!!!

last night, I dreamt that someone intend to kill me with bombs!
Gosh!!

I read somewhere about this cold weather. It says 'The colder the room, the higher chance for you to encounter with nightmares'.....

it's pretty cold these two or three days. Even my roommate decided to turn off the fan because it's bloody cold, like Iceland!

Maybe it's true then.......
Nightmare......

Tuesday, December 30

Why would I?

hey lovelies. It's been a while since the last time I update here.
Well, it's final exam week now and I have one more paper to go... and then, hasta la vista, putas!

3 months at this friggin hostel, I've learnt my lesson... I have made friends with wrong people.
yup and all I can say now is... I kinda regret the first day I met them (but lucky enough I'm not in the same room with them. If not, it would more miserable than hell!)

I don't want to say what have they done. I better keep it secret.
I just can't be nice with them anymore.
If they wanna hate me, go ahead. I have my own life to settle with than wasting my time entertain people like them.

Oh, university life is kinda fun.
But, I just hate nosy people. I just heard that people hating me and keep wondering why I always wear black. I was like... Duh! why you wanna know so much?
They judged me before they even know why I like goth.
They judged my appearance, my makeups, and my attire.

Oh well. I just don't give a crap anymore. I already know that I will get that kind of reactions from many people.
whatever, losers. I would be glad if you guys stop being so nosy about me.

Have I ever judged you guys as an idiot for obsessing over Kpops or whatsoever?
Have I ever judge you guys for wearing too many pink?
Have I ever judge you guys for dressing up like a slut/hoe/whore?
Have I ever judged you guys for not wearing hijab?

my answer is NO!
I would never judge people based on your appearance or things you like.
I only judge people based on your personality!
so yeah, please stop judging me, bugging me and also stop being so NOSY about my life!
I am so tired of this!!!

STOP!