Last vacation for us.... thank you, MAS....

hey there!
I just came back from vacation and we went to London and Paris.
it's like my long lost dream had come true!

well, it looks like this is going to be our last vacation because MAS is going to close flights to europe and only open for domestic flights (my parents said that). thank you, MAS. It is nice to fly with you, with all the great services you gave. *sobs sobs*

I really love London and Paris because of the histories.
one day, I will go there again and explore more!

here's some pics. LONDON

PARIS

I just don't care anymore... DUH!

hello lovelies.
well yeah, tonight I wanna post something that I don't really like about the peoples at my college.
you see, yesterday after mandarin class me and my best mate went to grab some late lunch.

she told me that those bloody humans always bashing her and Shacy (my other best mate) during class, and also like to embarrassed them (this happened to them last week during english class. those damned bastards!)

I felt sorry for her. not only that, our class also got these 'Major Hottie Groups' and they keep disturbing her and give her some disgusting looks. Gawrsh, why? I went to university to learn something new and have some happy life as a college student and yet, I met these stupid group again. Garwsh!

I told her, 'just keep ignoring them bitches and never feel down for yourself. They may look beautiful outside, but so damn ugly inside. Trust me, let them bitches be. They did all those things to you because they are jealous of your peaceful, happy and crazy life! Those who bully others are the actual losers! leave them be. You are beautiful the way you are and love yourself more'.

I just hate those posers and popular kids. I have issue with these kind of people due to my bad experience during high school. Maybe because my college is almost 99% malay, that is why they act like that. Heh, I would like to dare them go out there and try make friends with other races other than malay. My conclusion is, if we don't open up our mind, we will always at the bottom and have no knowledge about what's out there.

okay, I better stop before I write more about things I hate most.
ciao!

my promises

hey there.
Happy Chinese New Year folks.
may all lucks be with you guys.

This evening, we went to visit my cousin. me and my mum kinda pity her.
Her condition is not as good like before this.
She's now paralyze from her waist down to her legs and my uncle said, the doctor told him that in future she might be paralyze all over her body. She's lucky because her parents and he elder sister are always there for her. I almost cried seeing her condition.

Before this we visited her at the hospital, she still can smile. But now... It's like all light of hope have gone from her. We can only pray so that there's a miracle happen to her. Who knows?
I realized lately, our festive celebration is not as cheerful as before. A lot of things had happened.
My mum's side, my dad's side... all sorts of things that driven me to make a promise to myself.

Seeing all those stuff, I had made a promise to myself not to get marry so that I will always be beside my parents when they are older. I promised to myself, to take care of them no matter what... because... I don't like to see other people to feel lonely and sad especially when they are at their old age. I just... don't like it.

I just don't care what people want to say about me. All I care is my family.
I might not show my love directly to them, because I'm not good to show any expressions to people.
But I do love them.
This is my promise.