okay, now I'm confused.

recently, I just got an offer for animation course in uniKL and I was so happy!
It's my dream to take that course and I wanna prove to my relatives (dad side) that be an animator also can be successful bastardo like others!!!!!
booyah!!! I will prove it to you guys!!!!

unfortunately, that University was located at Jalan Sultan Ismail (which they call red area cuz full of thugs, night clubs and so on... my parents said) and they said, go apply for MMU. it's nearer to our house....
I was like, whoa there. Before this, you always asking me to apply somewhere far to teach me how hard life is, but now wanted me to apply nearer University?

okay, now I'm confused.
I'd like to try somewhere far, cuz I'd like to try new adventures in my life.
I know it will be hard, but there's no harm for me to try, right?
RIGHT?
oh, and I wish I can continue studies abroad.... hurm, maybe Japan, US or Germany?
I really wish to study abroad at one of these countries.
wish me luck.

(okay, I apply for the private first. waiting for UPU is so damn long and I feel like dying waiting for it! kay, bye!)