I'm not like that, omoyarou (assholes)!!!!!!

heeyoo!
what a cold day today (i'm not feeling so well, that is why i'm feeling cold! ><**)
at school just now, they have a talk about social problems among teenagers.
they invited some ustaz (s) and policemen for the talk.

so, here's what happens next.....
the police guy was giving a talk and suddenly the slide shows some goth punks pictures.....

police: so you know, that's what they call goths...very troublesome punksters to us......
me: ........uh, what?.....

...what?....

all my classmates look at me, give such an annoying look and one my besties said..
le friend: "hey, that's you in that picture!"

hey, that's you!!!

me: I'M NOT LIKE THOSE STUPID PUNKSTERS, IDIOTA!!!! OMOYAORU!!! I DON'T DO MOHAWK OR PUNK OR HAIL SATAN!!!!!!!

WATCH YA MOUTH, @!#$!!!

aaannndd....they laughed at my reaction and i heard some stink mouth talking bad and ridicule me for my style......
 Oh god...why? i'm not that kind of goth! I'm more to EGA (elegant gothic aristocrat), EGL (elegant gothic lolita) and J-rockers style (v-kei).... how can I explain this shits to them.... *sigh*. please don't misjudge me for my style.....i'm not a bad person. i just like something different than normal things....

now, i do feel like to kill myself. *shipiak!*
okay, here's the thing. my Principe here is, 'IF I DON'T DISTURB YOUR PERSONAL LIFE, SO DON'T DISTURB MINE', deal?
oh dear.....
that's all i can post here. till next time.
*now i wanna go and sit in an emo corner, surrounded with sad souls and spirits....*