Farewell, 2013

too many sweet and sad things happened this year.
2013 almost leave us, but the memories still remain....

hey 2014, be nice to us and hopefully this year will get better than those past years.

and to my deceased friends, may you rest in peace.
and to all my beloved friends out there, be strong and let's make this year another wonderful year for us.

Happy New Year~

she's sleeping peacefully now...

hey friend....
thanks for giving us a happy and the most amazing memories......
I am very glad we are friends though it's only for a while....

you are such a nice and sweet friend, though sometimes you really like to pissed me and creeped me out by stalking my bro in a little pervert way for no reason... But I don't mind at all. I know you were just teasing me.

three of us called each others with names. I called you 'Gaylord', you called me Onna/Woman (sometimes she called me Bitch) and we both called your sister 'Big Baby'.
I was shocked when I received the news on Sunday. no wonder, because that day, I suddenly felt cold on my hands and on my feet and also shivering from head to toe. It's a sign....

on the day you arrived here, your sister told me that you look so calm and peace... It's like you were sleeping peacefully. She said that you look so cute. And  you're family also gave me a chance to put some flowers on your grave.

dear friend, no need to worry.
I will cheer up your big sister or big baby in my case.
you can sleep and rest peacefully now.
She's fine now and you know what? She's getting stronger now. She's not a cry baby like before.
I am glad about that.

we will pray for you whenever we missed you.
thanks again for the great memories that we built together before.
Auf Wiedersehen......

stupid wasp trying to scare the jem outta us!

ciao~
hey guys!
huh, already October? wow, time flies fast,huh?

well, then. I wanna write about this funny thing happened to me and my friend.
that evening, me and my friend were riding our bicycle (yeah, so you know we are now working really hard to lose some weight for this up coming Comic Fiesta! time to burn some fats!!)

as we were riding, I saw a bird's nest on a shallow mango tree, next to her house.
I stopped and checked it. I saw a baby bird and I instantly named it, GILBIRD (Prussia's chick's name).
I called her to check it out as well and she quickly turned back to see it.

Prussia and his chicks!

me: yo! Gilbird's in here... oh wait. I thinks it's dead.
friend: what?? nnnoooo!
me: you see that big-butt looking wasp? I think that thing killed Gilbird.
she, (whom she assumed herself as 'an idiot') picked a leaf and wanted to poke the wasp away.
friend: imma poke this wasp, can I?

me: ...I don't know...
\aaanndd she poked it. the wasp flies and we screamed like the Italian brothers! she ran away, leaving her bike behind. and I, struggles away (because my seat is way damn feaking high! lucky I didn't jumped... If not....). Both of us really hate bugs, especially the stinging-bug one.

*unrelated Italian brothers pic, because I can't find a good one so I use USUK one. teehee~*

phheewwh~ I really hate bugs and I promised myself not to involved into something crazy like that!
anyways, good luck for her PMR this Wednesday!

we will continue our 'fat-burning' session together with your sister (my big baby) after we finish all the exams!!

blood....durian.. say what?

this morning...
they brought some foods for the whole class because we have blood donation today.
(eeeww~ what? no! my biggest fear ever!!! I'm not afraid of the blood, I'm afraid of needles.... my greatest fear ever!)
somebody brought some Durian gravy (can be eaten like that or dip it with bread. yup, my favourite ever! or, eat it cold. it's like you eat a durian ice cream. trust me, that is the best thing ever!)

nyaa~

it's delicious you know.

and suddenly, I remembered the curry which they mixed it with durians (I ate at my friends place) and it was so delicious! that was my first time to taste curry mixed with durians, you know! yum!

ahn~ durians....

so, literally our topic today mostly about durians.
but poor thing is, one my classmates doesn't like the smell of durians (and she didn't eat it too) ran out from the class and stayed out there for couples of minutes. poor her. I got you, friends. *pats*
we talked about D24, Musang king..... Durian Siam... (ah~ I'm drooling right now)

oooh~ right after the recess time, they call up for the blood donations.
And I, sat at my place.... make such a horror face (because I have bad experience with needles~)
I just hoping that they don't show me the marks..... NO! I CANNOT SEE IT AT ALL!

please.... take it away!!! my worst nightmare..

yup~ that's all for today.

suddenly not in mood to post more...

bad day...

okay, I'll try update more interesting story next time..

auf wiedersehen!!!

Be careful next time~

Be careful next time.

Poor my friend. She's really feel bad about it...

Someone told her that there's a fly larvae in the fried rice.

She was shocked, so am I. But lucky enough I didn't go to canteen today.

It went like this, one of my friend came to me and said that she dare not to buy foods again because she saw A FLY LARVA in the fried rice.
my other friend, who was chewing on her bread and went shocked like hell.
and she started to feel like to throw up, and I got panicked.

don't throw up here in class!! I wont be responsible of this shiz!

she: Are serious?? how big the larva is??

other friend: kinda big.....

she: oh god... now my tummy felt funny.....

me: *pats* sorry to hear this, my friend. Next time, recite some prayers before eat.

she: I swear I didn't know about that! And now I really feel like to throw up... *started to throw up*

me: I FREAKING TELL YOU, I'M NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR THE SHIZ YOU DID. IF YOU REALLY WANNA THROW UP, JUST GO THE THE LADIES!!

I feel really bad for her...

Next time, just bring your own food then. Sometimes our school canteen can be sucks as well.

Lett the bygone be bygone <-- (I don't know whether it's the correct one or not. forgive me if I'm wrong)

That's all for today.

Till next time.

boogying at my best friend house. ahahah!!

yo!
It's been long time I didn't update my blog!
GOMENASAI! *bows*
 few days ago, I went to my bestie's house, just hanging out together before she goes back to her college.
at first, we were just chatting like usual.
then, suddenly, they showed me a very creepy vid....
A VERY CREEPY ONE!
they show me a BL CD DRAMA (audio)! (go search it on youtube, then you know it....)

friend: here this... mueheheheh~
me: huh? oh..okay *and they put it on....*
me: WTF??!!! NOOO!!!! STOP MINDBLOWING MY MIND ALREADY!!!! *cover ears*

friend: oh, you love it, right? Hey sis, hold her hands! don't let her cover her ears!!!
friend's sis: aye-aye, sir!come on, just hear it, and feel it....

me: nooooo!!! noooo!!! no!!!!! *struggles to free myself from her grasp*

friend: awh~ come one... *mimicking the manly moan from the audio and then make the volume even louder* wooohoo!!!
friend lil sis: ..imagine Germany did that to Italy.... oh yeahh~~ >:D
me: goddammit....

friend and her lil sis: YAY!!!! WE MIND BLOWN HER!!!! *hi-5!* yeah! her face went red like tomato!!!! yeah,we did it!!!

me: imma kill you guys one day. just you wait......

after that, we watch together some funny vid (no more yaois....) and then a brilliant idea came...
friend: hey, how bout we dance? I already knew some moves and am learning a new one now.
me: great idea! I also learned new dance as well! come on!! let's boogie!

and so, they took out their lappy to their lawn and they start dancing.

them: watch us! *and they start dancing*

me: nice!!! lucky there's not so many people passing by.. okay! now my turn. here's my jam!!!
and so, I start dancing.....

them: woah!!!! I just wanna be the awkward backup dancer *follows my step* eh, somebody's coming!!!
I immediately stop and pretending like nothing happen. then, we continue our dancing, like the world is ours!! wahahah!
friend: uh-oh, there's more!
I stopped and hide under her bamboo trees and pretending like I'm interested on her bamboo trees.

we have so much fun that evening!
dawh~ I love dancing with them.
alright, that's all I can say.
until next time, CIAO~

lolita blouse, yay!

I am so happy!

I got my first loita outfit, finally!

my dreams had come true!

yesterday, we went to Berjay Times Square. my family went to other places, while I quickly made my way to the 6th floor where the gothic lolita store located.

the store's name is I-Socks. you can google it.

I am so happy!

my very first lolita outfit!

i bought the blouse, hand socks and head dress.
*the inner and the skirt are not together. i bought it long time ago^
now,i just need to diet a bit and then I can wear it to Comic Fiesta end of this year!!!
~CIAO~~

i 'mind-blown' my innocent friend... teeheee~~~

what a very beautiful day today.....
it's raining and i like it! i love cold and wet day.... i feel calm when it's rainy day...
oh, wait! that is not my intention to post about here.

all i wanna tell you guys is.... i 'mind-blown' my 'very innocent' friend with yaoi! (not a hard one jor..... I just have the shonen ai only, no smuts and lemons at all. i like something cute and romantic, and funny......)

it was such a boring day in class that day. the teacher didn't come, so we did our own work....
then my friend asked...
"hey, you got some cool vids to watch? i'm totally bored right now."

me: *evil idea* i might have a few.....  come, let's watch together!

and so..... i let her watch a few..... heheheh! at first, she's like...
"awwhhh~ so cute! awwhh~~"
*note: she didn't know what yaoi is.... i just didn't tell her at all*

ahahah~ 

i just let out my plastic face at first... then i showed her this doujin named 'GATTINO NATE IWASENAI' *if i'm not mistaken....*

gattino nante iwasenai ( just soft yaoi, no smuts)

friend: what the story about?
me: just shush and watch it.... *evil grin >:D*
friend: okay.... you sure nothing 'special' here?
me: just watch it already..

and then, the *almost* last part came.... *i'm not going to spoil it. if you wanna know, just search it on youtube...then you will know....*, she let out a loud scream, shocked. And i sat there, laughing and clapping like a retarded seal seeing her reaction.

friend: Asdgafgdutflksgdfjkasdfgasdjkfgasugfg!!!!!!!!!! YOU ASSHOLE!!!! GRAAAHH!!!!! YOU SHOW ME THIS CRAP? WHAT THE HECK IS WRONG WITH YOU!!!!!????

aaahhh!!

me: just wanna messing up with your 'innocent' mind actually...... *ran away, laughing and did some epic dance...*

HOOOOOO YEAAHH!!!!

friend: there goes my mind...YOU'RE GOING TO PAY FOR THIS CRAP!!!!
me: make me, like i'm going to pay it.... ahahahahahhah!!!!

oh dear, it's quite fun and funny to teased her like that. sorry friend, don't kill me, kay?
hahah!
that's all i can share here with you guys.
and before that.... here's some cute pics....

holy roman empire and chibitalia.......

ja~
byebye sweetie pies....
toodle doo!

I'm not like that, omoyarou (assholes)!!!!!!

heeyoo!
what a cold day today (i'm not feeling so well, that is why i'm feeling cold! ><**)
at school just now, they have a talk about social problems among teenagers.
they invited some ustaz (s) and policemen for the talk.

so, here's what happens next.....
the police guy was giving a talk and suddenly the slide shows some goth punks pictures.....

police: so you know, that's what they call goths...very troublesome punksters to us......
me: ........uh, what?.....

...what?....

all my classmates look at me, give such an annoying look and one my besties said..
le friend: "hey, that's you in that picture!"

hey, that's you!!!

me: I'M NOT LIKE THOSE STUPID PUNKSTERS, IDIOTA!!!! OMOYAORU!!! I DON'T DO MOHAWK OR PUNK OR HAIL SATAN!!!!!!!

WATCH YA MOUTH, @!#$!!!

aaannndd....they laughed at my reaction and i heard some stink mouth talking bad and ridicule me for my style......
 Oh god...why? i'm not that kind of goth! I'm more to EGA (elegant gothic aristocrat), EGL (elegant gothic lolita) and J-rockers style (v-kei).... how can I explain this shits to them.... *sigh*. please don't misjudge me for my style.....i'm not a bad person. i just like something different than normal things....

now, i do feel like to kill myself. *shipiak!*
okay, here's the thing. my Principe here is, 'IF I DON'T DISTURB YOUR PERSONAL LIFE, SO DON'T DISTURB MINE', deal?
oh dear.....
that's all i can post here. till next time.
*now i wanna go and sit in an emo corner, surrounded with sad souls and spirits....*

i survive....... literally....

hello my friends..... quite long time didn't update my blog...
yeah~ my 3rd semester started for about 3 weeks ago and.... woah....
so many things happen and i went like....

asfafgdasgj!!!!

guess what??
for this semester, my teacher picked me as the new class monitor.
MUUGEEK?? NANDE???

HAAAAAAAAA!!!//

at first, I was lie...ARE YOU TRYING TO TROLL ME OR WHAT??
then they said.... MADAM HER SELF WANTS YOU TO BE THE NEW CLASS MONITOR.
oy veeeyyy~~ why me??? i really don't want it........
i was shocked as hell!!!
i was so damn shocked and didn't heard the whole story....
and then my friend said...

friend: 'ya' know they picked your name to be the class monitor?'
me: "what are you talking 'bout, sis? madam herself picked me. why would they want me to be a class monitor?'
friend: you really didn't hear what they said, haven't you? she said, she's the one who suggested ur name to madam....

me: oyyy veeyy.............. *dies.

yup~ that's all my stories for today... i'll try to update, if i have time.... and not so lazy... teehee~

see ya next time!!!

we will meet again in another world, my friend.....

2nd June 2013,
my friend, Nur Farah Adillah have left us......
she got a nose cancer and been treated for a few months.
but God loves her so much.

though we may not the closest friend, but still i love you.
hoping you may rest in peace there.
we will always remember you.
I still remember, she once said to me I'm the one who inspired her to like anime and drawing anime since she saw my drawings before this (I was at her house that time. Her father did a religious class at night).
she said, she loves seeing my works and really inspired by it.
dear friend, I'm glad you like it.
you will always in our memory.....

Al-Fatihah........

NOTES: I'M SORRY I HAVE TO DELETE HER PICTURE AND HER ARTWORK..... IT'S NOT GOOD FOR ME TO POST IT HERE OR SHE WILL NOT REST IN PEACE.... THOUSAND APOLOGIES....

poison ivy project.......makeups

hello and good day, my lovelies.
it's been a while i didn't update my blog here.
i was so busy and my mind was full of crappy things.

okay, now i'm free (obviously...)
yesterday, i did some project with my friend.... makeups and cosplays.
yeah, i love it.

first, a gothic elegant lolita makeups.
that's my work.
beautiful, isn't it? the makeups looks suitable with her.
since she love gothic, so i decided to do some makeover for her.
are you satisfied,my friend?
hahaha!

secondly, a ciel cosplay.

well, that's all about my project yesterday.
i'll post about it again if i have time.
have a good day!

im gonna rock you guys! LOL