Friday, September 28

that painful moment.....phuih!

hi there... i wanna share a story here...

well, 2 weeks ago, i met an accident on the way to school.

*classic horror background sound*

yup....it's quiet painful.. luckily i only got some cuts and bruises.
but my right arm went numb for week!

well, i was under stress when riding that morning. so, i rode it fast *well that's a bad and dangerous habit. to all young teenagers out there, don't ever do that!*
 i totally forgot there's a sharp junction, and i fell as i hit a big rock. my side mirrors broke into pieces, the front light almost broke too.... *sigh*
luckily, somebody stopped and help me. thank you.

well, the moral of the story is, don't drive or riding under stress. kay?
especially for the young teenagers. don't try to do any crazy shits, and don't ever make your parents feel sad.

thank you.

Wednesday, September 19

The Light In Darkness (last part)


THE LIGHT IN DARKNESS

*sorry for the late update... im so busy lately...and my trial just around the corner...sorry*

The next few days, he still hasn’t wake up yet. I came and sat beside him, hoping for him to wake up. I held his hands, and kissed his forehead gently.

“Please, wake up… I know you can hear me.”

A few hours past, I fell asleep besides him, and that’s where the miracle happens. He suddenly woke up. Leon seems confused for a while.
Where am I? How can I end up here? Then he felt a hand on his chest, he slowly strokes my hair. I immediately woke up!

“Leon! You’re awake, finally!” I said with tears fell down, happy. I quickly called the nurses and doctor. They came in and checked him.

“Well Mr. Kennedy, how impressive! You’ve such a high spirit to recover. I’m so impressed with you.”

“That’s because my source of life is always beside me,” he said. I pinched his arm.
“You’re a little rascal” and I hugged him.

“I love you too…” he whispered to me, and my tears flow again.

The next day, I came to visit him again. His friends are all there, Steve, Barry, Ada, Hunnigan, Claire and Chris.

“Hey Leon! How’re you feeling today?”
“Much better!”
Then, Steve’s interfering our conversation.
“Guess our mister Kennedy has something to tell ya.”

Leon went furious and smacks Steve’s head with his fist, hard.

“Ouch! What was that for?”
“You’re spoiling everything!”
“What? I’m just wanna help ya!”

I was confused. What are they talking about? I was unpacking the foods I brought for him that time. Leon woke up from his bed and slowly walks to me, with Steve’s help, of course. He was holding something on his hand. What is he up to? Suddenly he knelt in front of me. I was shocked.

“Jasmine, all this while, I’ve been thinking… will…will you, be my wife?”
I was shocked and almost dropped the flask. Is he seriously wanted to take me as his wife? His friends started to make a sound….

“woohoo! You go man!
“That’s my man!”
“Just accept it!”

I looked at him. He looks nervous, and he’s sweating, hard. Leon’s knees started to shake. I smiled to him, and leaned my hand to him.

“I do…”

And all his friends cheering for us, till the head nurse came in.

“Keep quiet or I’ll kick your asses’ outta here!”

And they all went silent, pretending like there’s nothing happen.
Leon stands up, and wanted to kiss me, but Barry and Steve pulled him away from me.

“Oh no, you’ll have to wait from kissing your future-wife-to-be for now. Your mouth stinks like hell right now!” Steve’s said.

“What? Awww come on man!”
“No means no!”Barry said.

I giggled watching their antics.

“Yeah, Leon. Your breath stinks,” I said to him, jokingly, and he made a sad puppy face. We all laughed really hard.

Again, the same head nurse came and….

“YOU BETTER GET OUT NOW BEFORE I BURN YOUR ASSES! YOU’RE DISTURBING OTHER PATIENTS!”

And they all quickly ran out from there before the nurse burn their precious asses. The furious nurse went near to Leon’s and scolded him.

“You’re still sick and need a lot of rest! Next time, don’t ever try to do any crazy shit!” and the nurse smacked Leon’s broken leg, causing him cried out in pain. I laughed at him.

A few months past, our wedding day finally arrived, and Leon had fully recovered. Our theme was Japanese traditional wedding with a hint of gothic touch. I was in my room, getting ready. It was like a dream come true.

“you look gorgeous, Jasmine,” Claire
“thank you, Claire.”

Then, my sister and my grandmother came in with a bouquet of black and white roses for me. I was so happy to see them, and I ran to them and gave a bear hug.

“you look so beautiful, Jasmine. Just like your mother,” my grandmother said.

I shed tears when she mentioned about mother. How I wish mom was still alive and sees me on my wedding day. My sister wiped my tears off. I smiled.

“ready to go?”

I took the flowers and grope it tightly. I inhaled and then exhaled.

“I’m ready!”

They escorted me to the altar. There, I see Leon, elegantly waiting for me with his sexy smile. The ceremony begins and finally been declare as husband and wife. All the guests cheering for us. As others were feasting, we went out, sat nearby the fish pond.

“I’m happy we’re finally married.”
“yeah, and I wanna say thank you…..”
“what for?”

I held his hand softly and smiled to him.

“…for lighten up my dark life. I can’t imagine if you didn’t help me that night. I’m sure my life will be more miserable than before.”

He smiles and brushed my cheek, softly and gently.
Then, we kissed under the bright moonlight and sparkling stars. Wind blew, carrying the sakura scents, giving such an eternal bliss.

“I love you, and I promise… as long I’m around, I will protect you,” Leon said to me.
“I love you too, Leon, for eternity….”

~THE END~

Monday, September 3

The light in darkness (part 3)


Ever since I lived with him, I thought that I can live out peacefully without them to find me, but I was wrong. A very scary nightmare happened one day.

I was all alone at home. Leon was out, working.
I was about to take a nap that evening, and I heard a very loud noise in the kitchen. I woke up and went to the kitchen, to check out. Suddenly, someone hit me on my head, and everything went dark.

As I woke up, I wasn’t inside the house anymore. I was in an old mill and was tied up. Ouch! My head feels dizzy and pain at the moment.

“Hey! Let me go! It’s not funny, kay?! Who the hell did this? Show me yourself!”

Then, a familiar figures walking out from the darkness. I was stunned. It’s them!

“my dear daughter, long time no see,” he said to me with an evil chuckle.

I turned my head away, not bear to see his face anymore.

“what’s wrong? You don’t miss us? How sad.”

Then, my father pulls my hair and pointed his knife on my face.

“How’s your life now? Feeling great? We live in misery, been chased by cops everywhere, but you can idling around without misery. Oh, is this how you pay my deed after I raised you?”

“you’re calling yourself a father? You are not a ‘father’ but an old useless dog!”

He punched me hard on my face and made me bleeding on my lips and nose.

“you just like that useless man! If you wanna know, you and your sister are not even my daughter! Your mom had a scandal with a man, a rich man behind me. At first, I didn’t know bout it, until you were born. And so, I killed your mother and your useless, filthy, rich father. About the car crash thingy, that’s just a lie.”

I was in a total shock! How could he did that? I struggled to get up, but he came near me and kick me hard on my stomach. I vomit blood.

“st…stop…it…”

Leon then appears.

“Release her at once!” he shouted, pointed out his gun to three of them
.
“well…well… look who’s here? Leon Scott Kennedy, the most trusted agent for the president. How I’m glad to meet you here.”
“Release her, NOW!” he pointed his gun to them. One of my brothers took a stick and attacks him, but Leon managed to avoid it, and they got into a fight. I just lying there in pain, watching them fighting.

My father took the stick and hit Leon hard on his head. He fell down and bleeding hard. They kicked him, beat him harder, till he passes out.

“heh! Such a weak man!”
“NO! stop it! Please, stop it!” I begged them.

I don’t know how I got to free myself, and I crawled to Leon’s gun. I took it and shoot my father right on his head. He died immediately. My brothers ran, and fortunately the police arrived and caught them.

I crawled slowly in pain to Leon.

“Leon… please, wake up.” But he didn’t responds to my calling. He still breathing, but looked pale and weak!

The ambulance then arrived and took us both to the hospital. The medic immediately gave him an emergency treatment while on the way to the hospital.

“please be strong, sweetie… I know you hear me…” I said to him as I held his hand tightly.

As we reached the hospital, they quickly took him into the operation room. I was treated as a common patient. After that, I waited in front of the emergency room and prayed.

A few hours past, the doctor finally came out from the room. I quickly reached him and asked about Leon.

“Don’t worry, he’s fine! The operation was a success; we manage to remove the blood clotting inside his head. He might be awake between this week.”
“Thank god!”

I went into the room and sat beside him. I stroke his hair gently.

“I know you’re a strong man. Again…thank you for saving my life again…my love..” I whispered to him and my tears fell down on his cheek.

Wednesday, August 29

the light in darkness (fanfiction) part 2


He quickly hugged me tightly. I cried on his chest. Yeah, his shirt was wet with my tears. He calms me down. I cried harder.
“shh…that’s okay now. You’re safe here.”
“NO! They definitely gonna kill me if they know I was here!” I sobbed.
After I calmed down, I told him everything about me. I have a villain dad and drug-dealer brothers. I told him my dark life story. How miserable my life was…
“Don’t worry. I’ll help you.”
“No! There’s no way I can get away from them. Everywhere I go, they’ll find me!”
He took a deep breath.
“Look, I can do a police lodge to catch them.”
“No! I’ve tried once, but after that, they beat me, torturing me so bad!”
“As long as I’m around, I promise that they can never lay a single finger on you.”
I went silent, and I nodded my head, weakly. He took out his phone and made a police lodge. A few hours later, he receives a call from the police officer.
“What do you mean they got away?” he shouted. I just hear the conversations with silence.
“Find them at any cost! No matter if they dead or alive!” and he shuts his phone, and then looks at me, and took a very deep breath again.
“They’ve escaped. But I’m sure they will catch them as soon as possible,” he said to me as he held my hand tightly and smiles to me.
“I trust you….uh, I’m sorry, what’s your name?” I asked.
He chuckles and blushed. He himself forgot to introduce his name to me.
“oh,right… my name is Leon Scott Kennedy. You can call me Leon.”
“Leon… my name is Jasmine.”
“Jasmine…what a sweet name… here, I brought you some food. Don’t worry; I didn’t put any poison inside it.”
He serves me the food and help to feed me. I don’t know why, but my heart said to me, this man can be trusted, and I follow my heart to trust this man, Leon S. Kennedy.
A few weeks later, I’ve been discharged, but one thing that gave me headache, how and where can I find the money to pay the bills?
“Um…nurse, I….I don’t have money to pay the bills, nor the insurance.”
“Oh, you don’t have too, miss. Someone had already paid it for you.”
“Pay the bills for me? Who pay it for me?”
Right in time, Leon came into my ward with a smile.
“Speak of the devil; he’s the one who paid for you.”
The nurse pointed to him. He just shrugged his shoulders, and then he took me out from there. He said that I can stay with him, but I don’t wanna trouble him anymore. I said to him that I wanna go back to my late mother’s hometown, stay with my granny and my sister, but he didn’t allow me to.
“If you go there, they will easily found you and threatens you, your granny and your sister. Just stay with me. Don’t worry about it.”
Alas, I agreed and followed him to his place. I know I was gawking as I entered his house. It’s really big and beautiful! Is he a business man or what? Where did he find money to buy such a big, luxury house like that?
“um… Leon, mind if I ask you something?”
“yeah, what is it?”
I swallowed hard before I could speak out.
“um…what are you working for? Don’t get me wrong, it’s just…I was wondering where’d you get the money to help me pay the hospital bills, your lavish house…”
He just smiles, and pats my head gently.
“I’m in a secret service with the government. But don’t tell anyone, kay?” he said to me with a wink.
As he opens the door, suddenly his dog, a Siberian husky breed came out of nowhere and jumped onto me and licked my face. It tickles!
“No! Stop it! Its tickles!”
“Here boy! Come here boy.”
The dog obeys him and went to him, rolling on the floor, cheerily and happily.
“good boy! You miss me, Scott?”
“Scott? Isn’t that your middle name?”
“why not? I’d like to share my name with him.”
I just shuddered. He shows me my room. I put my things in one corner, and then I lied on the soft bed. Without I realized, I fell asleep. Since then, I lived with him peacefully, and get to know him better. Guess what? Leon has a bad habit. He likes to keep his dirty clothes till it piles up like a mountain, and one day, he had ran out of shirts to wear.
“Damn it! I’ve ran out of shirt!”
He went into the laundry room, shirtless, and only in his three-quartered pants. I almost bleed my nose, seeing his fit body, muscular chest and shoulders, that six packs….
“hey, have wash any of my shirts yet?”
“uh…what? Oh! Nope, not yet. I’m just about to start the laundry now. Why? You ran out of shirts? Serves you right.”
“aww man! I want to go out for a while, but I don’t have any shirts left.”
I went to my room and took out a shirt that my sister gave me for my birthday 2 years ago. But I never wear it, because my sister accidentally bought the man size. Secondly, its pink, and I hate pink! I handed him the shirt.
“Wear this!”
He made a face, and I gave him an angry look.
“I don’t think I’m gonna wear this. I guess I just stay at home today.”
He went out of the room, left the shirt on the machine. After almost an hour doing the laundry, I went to the living hall and found that Leon was sleeping on his couch, shirtless.
 He looks like mumbling something in his sleeping. I smiled and kiss his forehead. He frowns a little.
“Thank you,…for saving me…” I whispered on his ears. I stroke his front hair and went away from there, leaving him sleeping peacefully on the couch.

the light in darkness (fanfiction) part 1


THE LIGHT IN DARKNESS.
          *LOOK, I JUST WANNA WRITE A FANFICTION…KAY? NOTHING ELSE. PLEASE DON’T KILL, OH DEAR FANGIRLS…..*
*I do not own Leon. Capcom did*

          “Get the fuck off, son of bitch!” and I punched his face. Oh yeah, I was a bad girl once, not until I met him. It happened on night before Christmas. I was walking around the city, window shopping (because I don’t have any money to buy things). Then suddenly a group of bastard, um, I mean a group of bad girls approached me. I just ignore them, and suddenly their leader punched me so hard and I fell.
          “This is for my brother! You beat my brother yesterday!”
          And they all started to beat me so badly. I can’t fight back, and so I just let them. The people around just watched me being beaten to half dead, in disgust. Yeah, I already used for that, and I don’t want anybody to sympathize me at all! In my mind, I’d rather die than live in this cruel world. My vision getting blurred, and then I saw a man came and help me.
          “Stop it right there or I call the police this instant!”
          The girls stopped beating me and ran off. With my blurry vision, I can barely make out his face, dark blond hair, blazing blue eyes…
          “God, she’s bleeding so badly.”
          I can feel he lifted me and ran to the nearest hospital. As he reached the hospital, he quickly asked the nurses and the doctor to give me treatment immediately.
“She’s bleeding so badly. She needs to be treated as soon as possible.”
That’s the last word I heard from him before I completely passed out. The next thing I know, I was lying on the bed, with bandages on my head, my arms, and my left shoulder. Where am I now? As I struggling to get up, a man entered my ward.
“Oh, don’t move a lot. You’re still hurt,” he said, concerned about me.
I just ignored him and got up, but head suddenly spinning and in pain so badly! He quickly makes me lied back on the bed.
“Thank god you’re okay. The doctor said you might have a blood clotting in your brain, but after they scan, there’s nothing.”
I remained silence. Then I slowly turn my head to him.
“Why did you help me?” I asked, in cold tone.
He seems shocked at first, but slowly gave a soft smile. He positioned his chair nearer to me.
“First of all, why you search for trouble in the first place?”
“None of your business!” I growled and look outside the window
It’s because I came from a chaotic family background, my brain screamed. I clenched my fist, and he saw me clinched my fist. He touched my hand softly. I was shocked and looked at him again.
“What are you trying to do?”
“Look, I’m not going to hurt you anyway. I’m trying to help you. You were beaten to half dead, you know? So, I need to call you parents. Do you have any cell phone?
Parents… how I hate those words. My anger lit up suddenly. All I have was a villain dad and drug dealer brothers. My sister was in the village, which only I know where her location is. My mom died because of car crash when I was five, that’s what my father said.
“Don’t ever mention that word, please…”
“What word? Parents?”
I clenched my fist tighter. My eyes felt hot and without I realized, a tears fall off. I cried and the same time, wailing and shouting. He got panic and quickly calmed me.
“Leave me alone!!! Leave me alone! I’d rather die than live in misery! My life was like hell!” I yelled.

*to be continued*

Wednesday, August 8

~i wanna be stress-free!!!~ ~onegai!!~

hey there.....
quiet a long time didn't update my precious blog...
sorry, im stressed lately...

well, what you usually do when you stress?
hm?
for me, i prefer to sleep. sleep kinda help me you know?
everytime im stressed, i'll sleep and when i woke up, i definitely forgot about what had happened to me earlier.
hahah!

oh well, i hope no more stress for me for time being.
it sucks.
hooooo

*just wait for me to post a fanfic story here.*

see ya!