things i can't even describe it.....

so many things happened to me last month and most of it are like....... CRAP!
dear me, im so upset and so stressed!

i almost gone crazy!
oh dear........
the problem is, they still trying to bashed me (again??? b**** please..... i'm tired of your games!)
dear haters, if you don't like me and my gangs, just spit it out.
don't slander us with some stupid gossips on your twitter (or whatever sites it is).
we never ever bother your life, but why you guys disturb our life?

a friendly reminder to my haters,
you may have those fames, but one day you will fall...
fall into the deepest hole which full of CRAP...
the CRAP you gave to us and you will feel the misery you gave to us before this.....

remember that, okay?

leon approves it.... *winks-winks*

you got problem, missy? SPIT IT OUT!

excuse me?
who are you wanna judge me like that?
a friend?
as far as i know, i don't wanna be friend with you, okay?

something happened to me this morning, at school.
i was at my place, minding my own business in the class.
suddenly, this particular person (im not gonna tell the name here. so, im just gonna use 'ANONYMOUS')
came to me and 'menggedik' to me (sorry, google translate can't translate that word).
that ANON said wanna be friend with me and want to 'manja-manja' with me.
but i gave not a single response, I just 'hmmm....oh....kay...wuteva.....'.

than suddenly, this ANON said.....

'you know what? actually you're so beautiful. but, you don't know how to show it.'

BOY THAT'S ESCALATED QUICK.....

hmmmm......

what the hell are you talking about?

i was quite surprise by that ANON statement.

'why don't you try something brighter? i was like you before, always wear black just to hide my ugly self. but then i try to change and dare myself to wear bright colour. and now, i feel beautiful.... why don't you try something like pink?'

me (in my head): F!@$ you!

my..my.....how so PERASAN you.....
my taste in fashion is different than yours, okay??
i like black because to me, black is elegant, mysterious and stylish.
i don't need you fashion advice, okay?
i know myself better than you!

note this ANON, you don't have to pretend nice in front of me.
i already know all your sneaky tricks, okay?
my sixth sense told me not to believe you anymore.
i had enough of your tricks.

all i know, i don't wanna be friends with you, THAT'S IT!
SO, LEAVE ME ALONE, AND LET ME LIVE HAPPILY, OKAY?
don't make me pissed, or im gonna make you live in misery and regret it for the rest of your life!!!!!

go away and goodbye.

School camping 2013

tired, but worth it....
from 22-24 feb, we have camping.
the teachers asked us to help to, so we help them handling the kids camping and activity (as facilitator).
we, upper six need to come one day earlier than the kids.

thx to the teacher, we sleep in the class. no need to sleep in the  tent (our registration day on friday evening)

so we registered our name and started our last minute works and discussion for our game preparation for the kids.
at first, i thought that the work will not take that long but i was wrong.
we only get to sleep at 1.00 a.m!

and I woke up at 4.00 a.m, because i don't want to fight over the bathroom with other people.... i don't like crowds. the bathroom looks kinda creepy but i don't give a damn (i've seen creepier bathroom than the school one). all i know, i must shower!

our tired faces

the teachers had already arranged our task. im in DINAMIKA GAMES group. here's my crew......

we were doing our last planning for our games for the kids......
it's quite tiring you know, handling the kids......... (srsly tho, i don't really like kids....)
the next day (saturday morning) the kids came and we quickly ran to our bases (our base at the tennis court, netball court and the motorbike/bicycle parking lot) and set our games there.

our crews...

handling some naughty kids......

our group leader

our crew were discussing about the marks...

i kinda enjoy it....
eventough it's so hot that day, tired and all that, but i really enjoy myself.
i like to see the kids antics, so funny, especially boys. to tell the truth, eventough the boys kinda lame and 'POYO', im impressed with their team works! good job, boys!
unlike the girls team, only half of them have teamwork, others were like 'meh, fuck this game. im so fabulous to play this low class game'. i am so not impressed with them.

our base just infront of the boys tent base....
(okay, i know what you guys will think about....there's no hot boys okay?)

at night, they have other performance activity. we (the faci's) are not involeved in their activity but most of them wanted to see the show and i was alone in the class (i have bad head ache that time).

as a conclusion, it was the sweetest memories to me, to us. i will cherish this moment the the end of my life....
here's some more pics..............

im sleepy...kroh-kroh-kroh (that girl is Asmaa....)

im dead tired yo!

that''s all for today!

someone hurt my baby!!!!!

i hate it!
as i walked out from school to the parking lot, i saw my motorbike been moved, AND ONE OF IT'S SIDE MIRROR GONE!
huwaa!!!!
my baby!
who could ever hurt you like that?

YOU KNOW HOW HARD TO GET THIS MOTORBIKE?
IM NOT SOME RICH BRAT THAT CAN EASILY BUY THINGS!!!
THIS IS MY PRECIOUS!
HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO MY PRECIOUS?

i miss you malice mizer

*flashback*

me: hm.....i was wondering, who is Gackt? better watch it on youtube.

*browse youtube*

me: hmm....malice mizer? wow, that goth chick looks really cool! *click the video*

me: woah!!!! this is so cool! *that time i was watching the bara ni irodorareta~ saikai no chi to bara live concert. that was my first encounter on malice mizer*

me: woah! i love this band! wait...what? that blue lips chick is a GUY? he's so elegant and beautiful!!!

since then, i fell in love with visual kei..........

my first favourite band was Malice mizer (and still love it till now!!!)

malice mizer (Klaha era's)

my favourite era will be Klaha! (no offence to Tetsu's fans and Gackt's fans...)

at first i saw him, i fell in love with him.....

his voice.....very cool!

i know they had been disbanded in 2002 (correct me if im wrong..thank you.), but still most of their songs are cool!

but there's 2 songs that make me almost cry, Mayonaka ni Kawashita Ykusoku and Saikai no Chi to Bara.

i don't know, everytime i hear that song, i feel like wanna cry.... (anyone have the same feeling like me too? hmm? no one? okay...)

then, i told my best friend (http://ayakadotakira.blogspot.com/2012/12/soo.html that's her blog) about this band, and she loves it too! we both share the same taste, gothic (but back then she was an emo. now she wants to be a gothic, like me.)

 well than, that's all i can post today. Malice mizer will always be my number one favourite band!

good bye and have a nice day!

peace!

IT'S OVER 9000!!!!!

hi there, it's quite a while i didn't update my blog.
gomenasai.

finally i'm in second term.........

really? omnomnomnom.....

guess what?
it's really stressing me, you know!
we have 3 assignments to be done within 4 months (i guess) and have to submit it right before our second term exam starts! woah....... i don't know whether i have time to study or not.

im dead.........(x___x)

not only that....
my neighbour is doing some renovation right now. OH GOD! IT'S REALLY KILLING ME!!!
the drilling, the hammering......my head feels like wanna explode!!!!!
the best part is, my room is the noisiest with the drilling all sort of that.
*super mega saiyajin headache for the next 2-3 months.......*
MY STRESS LEVEL IS OVER 9000!!!!!

F----- this shit! im goin to bed!!!!!

that's all i can say here....
*super mega saiyajin stress!!!*